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Saturday, July 2, 2005

I am back. I kind of forgot about this with everything that was going on. I think I'm going to start using it just for reviews/etc. I don't see the purpose of writing "I did this and this and this blahblah today" anymore.

I'm just going to say that Graduation and all that went along with it was great. =) awesome.

A few statements:

AWESOME is my favorite word ever. Like, evar.
The Human Torch from Fantastic Four is freakin' hot. No pun intended.
I watched the Princess Diaries 2 because I'm mentally incapacitated when I wake up at 2PM. That guy is hot too.
Andy Roddick <3 Venus Williams <3. Let's go.
I felt really sad for Maria. She seems like a sweetie. I guess Wimbledon just isn't hers this year. =(
THRIFT shopping. Hell yes. Angela, you are my hero.
Good Apollo, Sept. 20. FUCK. YES. co <3 ca.
fin | 03:36 a.m.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

When we all opened our exams for the essay section of the Psych test, the whole class started laughing. It was just great. My essay was just great. I had no idea what I was writing.

I think I am sick. And only a little bit of school left. =(

My art teacher brought us homemade candy today. It was fudge...chocolate and peanut butter. That was the highlight of my day. That is freakin' sad. The day was so lousy that candy was the best part. But it was candy that couldn't possibly be man-made. Heavenly. But I ate way too much today and have to start training again to make sure I'm in good shape for summer.

fin | 10:40 p.m.

Monday, May 9, 2005

I really can't spell. I fear AP Psych, or more specifically, the nice dumb ONE I am going to get as a score.

I think I've decided that I like boys better than girls. Of course I dislike some boys and adore some girls, I think boys just have a better way of going about things.

Angela wants me to go to AnimeNext with her. It was decent fun last year. But I think I might pass since I don't even like anime. She and Andrew can go alone. Although I'm glad they asked me. Angela is awesome for not sacrificing her friends for her boyfriend. She never cares if we're around and she doesn't devote all her time to him. You have to say she is mature with that.

I'm so jaded. Everything is boring. I want to ... pick up my stuff and move to Paris. I just totally made that up, but yeah. =/

fin | 11:58 p.m.

Sunday, May 8, 2005

Coffee House last night was pretty okay. Decent music. But I think I was almost hit on. =/ I felt afraid and desperately payed attention to how a bass is played. He just came out of nowhere and sat next to me. I was alone at a table because my friends got up. =( I need a boy. If there is one thing a guy is definitely good for, it's repelling members of their sex. I was thinking up crazy stories to say if he asked for my number or such. And the coffee sucked.

I thought of Bryan today. I drank Merlot.
fin | 11:26 p.m.

Friday, May 6, 2005

I had an experience the other night. I kinda met this boy. Actually, he was the waiter at the restaurant where we went to eat for my mom's birthday. So it wasn't actually "meeting". But yeah. It was weird because, well, I don't exactly know. Like a few times we made eye contact and I just kinda smiled at him and it felt like "woah". But I don't know. I'm kind of bad with these things and I was probably just overanalyzing. He was nice and cute. I'll probably never see him again though. When I left I just felt completely enamored. If that's a word.

It really sucks when people are nice and you get that feeling but it just doesn't work out.

Prom was last week. It was pretty fun. Limo was fun. After-Prom was really fun: things happened in New York that never would have happened in Seaside. Ew. But yeah: "OH MY GOD YAY!". <3Angela. And Vanessa and I decided to be virgins for Britain. Sounds like a freaky cult. The Met and Broadway were very thrilling. But it was wet out so I got wet and cheap shoes are only good when you're paying for them. The best song played at prom was Bohemian Rhapsody and Ryan's interpretation was just great.

George Washington University Class of 2009. Agonizing decision making process and I died giving up Boston. =( Let's see if Tufts waitlist comes in + or -. I might snap.

APs are on haitus until Tuesday. Thank God.

Watched Phantom of the Opera again, this time on DVD. <3

fin | 11:52 p.m.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

I watched Grease at school. It was pretty good considering the circumstances. The singing was decent (very good on a few people's parts) and the acting was well done from most of the cast.

I might go to college in Washington, D.C. George Washington University is very nice and gorgeous. I have to go visit Boston now and then we'll see.

Silly project in Religion class. My group is me and Gabby and Natalie and Chris. He had no group so the teacher just put him in our group. I don't mind, but I don't want to force him to be in our group. We picked A Bronx Tale for our movie to watch to look at direction/production/etc. I suggested Garden State <3 or Lost in Translation, but yeah. I guess some people just aren't into artsy-ish movies. But A Bronx Tale is awesome none the less. Robert DeNiro is like a god. If I was polytheistic, I would include him as one of the deities.
fin | 10:37 p.m.

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

I forgot to write/am too lazy to edit:

It was awesome to watch the Yanks beat the shit out of the Red Sox the other day. Opening game <3. And 24 is back. Tino is great. Gotta love him. I couldn't stop laughing when Boston's gay players kept missing the ball or playing with the skill equivalent of me. And ew Johnny Damon. wtf. What baseball player highlights his hair...he is the worst. Boston is so greasy and blah and creepy.

They look like pedophiles.
fin | 06:21 p.m.

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

I think I'm sick. =( Yesterday I couldn't stay awake and today in school I was miserable. I can't even really put my finger on what it is. I feel achey and fatigued and today my left shoulder area was hurting so bad I wanted to cry. It didn't feel like a muscle pain. Sharp pain. =( Angela was talking to me and I was just like "O___O". She must have asked me the same things several times. Poor kid. I think I failed my Calculus test today. Integration can go die in a ditch anyway. Bastard maths.

All college stuff is finalized:
Boston University: check. with $29425 for first year
Fordham University: check. with about $18000 year 1.
George Washington Uni: check. about $28000 first year.
Uni. of San Francisco: check. about $23000 first year.
Tufts University: waitlist.
Boston College: waitlist. they're all white anyway.
New York University: waitlist. fuck you NYU.
University of Pennsylvania: =(
Yale University: =(
Columbia <3 : =( =( =( =(. i should have went ed. =(

So there is my gay list. 4 good choices, 1 good waitlist, and two stupid ones. 3 rejections that I was expecting, but 1 I was really hoping to make. It's a shame. Columbia is awesome and I really <3 it. But if it's not meant to be, then I guess it's just not. I should have applied Early Decision and forgotten about gay art programs. I don't know if I even have it left in me to study that anyway now.

I get to go to Lincoln Center on Saturday for Fordham Scholarship recipient brunch thing. My parents are going. I want to go to Little Italy or the Met after but my parents are lazy. And Chris is coming to my house Friday night I think. Maybe we will watch Closer. Or I will ask her if she wants to have Star Wars night. I need to prepare for Episode III. I haven't seen the old Star Wars movies in a really long time.
fin | 06:07 p.m.

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

I am really bored/blah/etc.
So bored I did this.

Watched Sin City. Will post a review. And watched the Yankees kick Boston's asses last night. Amazing. <3 I am so glad Tino is back. =)

Watched some live coca videos. Amazing.
fin | 01:05 a.m.

Friday, April 1, 2005

I feel just horrible. Not to sound arrogant, but I always thought I was smart. I always got good grades and worked hard and I am 6th/208 people in my class. I always thought I was part of the best.

After getting this college mail I feel really bad. I guess I shouldn't, since some of these schools are impossible, but I do. =(

Poor Pope John Paul II. I hope he dies peacefully and without a lot of pain. He has done a lot of good things for our world.

I'm going to watch Sin City later to help get my mind off bad stuff. I feel kind of bad watching a weird movie on the day the pope is dying, but I'm not just going to sit there and watch, waiting for him to die. =(

fin | 06:18 p.m.

Friday, April 1, 2005

I think I may have been online for 6 hours. Good Lord save me. I've been online for longer than that, but tonight I did absolutely nothing. I talked to Angela a little. FFI is boring. Not a lot of people are on. And no sk. =( I entered a random graphics arts contest because I was so bored. I like my entry. <3

Ow ow ow. My back and side hurts. I think it is from using that damned machine. Ow. [/complain].

I wonder if I can make my green contacts last until prom. I want to wear them. My eyes itch like crazy right now. Spring = allergies. Evil. =/
fin | 03:07 a.m.

Friday, April 1, 2005

ARCHIVED. I haven't done it in so long. So yeah; nice new short page for now until I fill it up with random stuff.

Haha @ Vanessa's mom. She said she would find us British boys for prom. We just need to point her in the right direction. I will point her toward England. I love that woman. =) =).

Bad news from colleges. I was sad. Columbia & UPenn are blah. It was a pipedream applying there anyway, so whatever. =( Love me, people.
fin | 01:10 a.m.